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Abilities turning to Weakness

It amazes me to watch and see that abilities I had in the past have changed over time to my weaknesses. Such as being very interested in what is going on and the wellbeing of others has turned into something disgusting as anxiety of doing things not right and worries about others. And, the great ability [...]
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Split.

I am split. No longer whole. No longer just me. Where did the ‘myself’ go to? I do not know. Like a torn and shredded flag fluttering in the wind. Part here, part there but never home. This country. That country. People dying all around me. Fighting and screaming, tears and hope. Beauty interwoven. Where did [...]
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    • I know the face, the being, but cannot link it to any specific incident, even though I know her so well. Is this the beginning of Alzheimer? 2010-10-05
    • My husband is currently just as engulfed in his iPhone with texting and the lot like my nieces and drivers. Irritating? Sure thing. 2010-09-12
    • The logic and tears of the (my reactive) mind: "Growing old is normal, but exposing others to having to see you shrivel is an audacity". 2010-08-23
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